I'm translating my only fanfic to English. If you're interested, please read it when I'm done and help me eliminate mistakes. Advice and criticism are welcome as well.

Now, tell me everything you know about writing yuri XD

I need one of two As: Absinthe or Advice. Since there's no chance to buy alcohol now,I need Tarariri. Anyone has contact with her? Please? The girl used to be like my fairy godmother.

Post an ANONYMOUS comment with:

　　　1. One secret.
　　　2. One compliment.
　　　3. One non-compliment.
　　　4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
　　　5. Lyrics to a song.
　　　6. How old you are.
　　　7. How long we've been friends.
　　　8. And a hint to who you are.
　　　9. After you do it for me, put it in your LJ and see who does it for you.

New lay and avatar were made by Emiko (genuinexmalice) Thank you, dear ; *

Also, since writing stories which are nurseasly sweet and romantic is the best therapy, brace yourself for another Christmas Fic of Doom. This year Emiko&Miho will enter brand new level of fangirlism and utter nonsense. Wait in fear.

Goodnight everyone, thank you for coming.

Eighteen years old. Broken two times so far. Currently in rather bad condition. Needs to be fixed. Causing only trouble and pain. Cheap.

So, should I feel ditched again? I don't even know where I stand. I'm fed up. It always ends like this. I loose taste like cheap chewing gum.

October seems to be an accursed month. Same situation, diffirent year.

It all is unfair, beloved, you're right. It's unfair we can't even hold our hands to comfort each other or dry our tears.

Stolen from genuinexmalice


♪ Post the names of 20 of your favorite bands/musicians.
♪ See who can guess which is your favorite song by each.
♪ Once someone guesses right, bold that row and include the song.

1. Malice Mizer
2. Moi dix Mois
3. Emilie Autumn
4. Versailles
5. Kaya
6. Nightwish
7. Kanon Wakeshima
8. Hannah Fury
9. Schwarz Stein
10. Art Cube - Suna no haha genuinexmalice
11. Brain Hacker
12. Hizaki Grace Project - Race Wish genuinexmalice
13. Amadeus - Kasumi genuinexmalice
14. GPKims
15. Közi
16. Juka
17. The Dresden Dolls
18. System of a Down
19. Queen
20. Theatres des Vampires

This year I don't have Science! Yay!

But I have Maths on final exams. Hell no.

I'd go mad without you, do you know?

I'm back. I'm diabetic as I thought. It doesn't really bother me, I feel fine. Checking my sugar level and injections with insuline may be tiring, but I'm getting used to it. And my doctor said I could eat sweets if my sugar is low enough! XD Now I'm experimenting with diffrent food to check what is the best to eat. Good diet is essentional. For now my sugar changes very quickly and sometimes gets really high, but it's probably temporary.

So, keep your fingers crossed for me to get better ^^

I'll be off-line for some time. I'm going to hospital for examination. I probably have diabetes. Don't worry about me, I should be back in few days. See you.

To distract from sad thoughts:

You're on my f-list, I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never really clicked, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my flist, so let me know with whom I'm friends!

1.Your middle name:
2.Age:
3.Single or Taken:
4.Favorite Movie:
5.Favorite Song or Album:
6.Favorite Band/Artist:
7.Dirty or Clean:
8.Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9.Do we know each other outside of LJ?
10.What's your philosophy on life?
11.Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12.Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13.What is your favorite memory of us?
14.What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15.Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16.You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17.Can we get together and make a cake?
18.Which country is your spiritual home?
19.What is your big weakness?
20.Do you think I'm good person?
21.What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22.Describe your accent:
23.If you could change anything about me, would you?
24.What do you wear to sleep?
25.Trousers or Skirts?
26.Cigarettes or Alcohol?
27.If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something cray, it'll entertain me!)
28.Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?


Leave me a comment if you want me to:

1. Tell you, why I added you to my f-list.
2. Associate you with something.
3. Tell you what I like about you most.
4. Tell you about some memory connected wth you.
5. Ask you something I always wanted to know about you.
6. Choose my favourite picture from your gallery.
7. And then you'll post this meme on your LJ.

Jasmine...Yuu-chan... I'll miss you. I've never met you, but I'm sure you were a wonderful person. You were too good, too young to die. Does jasmine grow in Heaven too?

I don't know what to say. I'm crying.

1. Write down every letter of your name.
2. Write down a song that pops up in your mind beginning with each letter.
3. Count the number of letters and tag that many people in your friends list.

K - "Kuroi Kesshou" by After Image
A - "Ascendead Master" by Versailles
M - "Monophobia" by Moi dix Mois
I - "Innervision" by System of a Down
L - "Le Ciel" by Malice Mizer
A - "Aravesque" by Juka

I tag ehagaki , genuinexmalice , kyuinwonderland , snowley , tanbikakumei , black_ichigo17

Longer and more constructive entry coming soon.

I'm leaving to Gdynia tomorrow. I'm looking forward to meet ehagaki and genuinexmalice for the first time <3 And of course to spend some time with my dear Rozen.

I'll be back on 1st August.

(It doesn't mean I won't be on-line. I'd die... XD)

Since you probably don't want to read about my no-lifer's holiday on which I read books and eat jelly, I'm posting a meme stolen from sylvastreak :

1.I'll make a list describing 20 of my favourite idols, without using their names. (It's best if you don't list them in order of preference.)
2. People will comment, guessing who each one is.
3. As they're guessing, I'll cross out the clues and add next to each one the answer, and who guessed it.
4. You copy these instructions into your journal and we play again!

1. Bassist with passion for chocolate and vampires. Yu~ki (sylvastreak)
2. Female singer inspired by Victorian England. Emilie Autumn (ehagaki)
3. Narcissus who likes to tease his fangirls and a vocalist. Kamijo (genuinexmalice)
4. DJ who never shows his face. Raveman (ehagaki)
5. At school she was nicknamed "Oscar" after main heroine of "Versailles no Bara". Lucifer (genuinexmalice)
6. Probably the best orator ever - he gets applause for saying anything.
7. He often starts his blog entries with "Good morning/evening" in various languages. Also, he's probably the only one who understands them. Jasmine You (ehagaki)
8. Singer of self-proclaimed Malice Mizer "succsessor band".
9. He was given snake's skin by his bandmate - original gift, isn't it? N (sylvastreak)
10. Drummer who says drinking and driving are his hobbies. I hope he doesn't mix those two things together. Yuki (ehagaki)
11. Innocent-looking bassist whose drinking contest with 10 would be a deathmatch. Sugiya (genuinexmalice)
12. Witty Irish, most famous for his plays. Not a musician.
13. In her band everyone has a nickname connected with cats. Not really known.
14. She attracts young metal fans to the opera. Tarja Turunen (genuinexmalice)
15. Cute girl giving names to her instruments. She also loves drawing. Kanon Wakeshima (genuinexmalice)
16. He once played Mozart in his guitar solo. Hizaki (yapii)
17. Her songs are played on piano only. She seems to love "Wizard from Oz". Not very famous. Hannah Fury (ehagaki)
18. You can see a kind of plant while googling his name. Provides a lot of lulz. Juka (genuinexmalice)
19. Two words: giant banana. Mikage (genuinexmalice)
20. There are many vocalists pretending vampires, but she's pretty hardcore with it and really drinks blood. Exo-Chika (genuinexmalice)

I passed everything. It's time to meet old friends and drink.